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…Let’s enumerate the possible misfortunes.


Songs I'd wished I'd written
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Pinesong
A Fine Frenzy

The time has come for giving up
I have lost
I wanted once to become what
I cannot

Why come to me so full of dreams?
Well, go on
With feathered keys you're mocking me
I am locked

It's easier to pine
To pine

I can feel it
Through the fields of graves
A beating heart
While
Rolling hills are
Roaming through my veins
And open arms
And all is full of smoke

Ah pining…

The words you speak
Stir things in me that I thought
Were gone
Their faint white heat
Melts centuries
Deep in
Frost

I can feel it
Through the fields of graves
A beating heart
While
Rolling hills are
Roaming through my veins
And open arms
And all is full of
Hope

Ah pining…


I have a lot of feelings about the Winter Soldier, okay
em_nat


GUNSHOT-- Lykke Li


I am longing for your poison
Like a cancer for its prey
Shot an arrow, in your harbor
Where you waited in the rain
I am siren, I am ivy
I am no one, I'm nobody
I am longing for your honey
I am longing for your love

And the shot goes through my head and back
Gun shot, I can't take it back

Lay me down in your ocean
Carry me and my burden
I was dreaming about you, honey
I was hoping you'd save me

And the shot goes through my head and back
Gun shot, I can't take it back
My heart cracked, really loved you bad
Gun shot, I'll never get you back, never get you back

And I ache, while you're not here
I can feel you aching
Wide awake, while you're not here
I can feel you firing straight into my heart

Goes through my head and back
Gun shot, I can't take it back
My heart cracked, really loved you bad
Gun shot, I'll never get you back, never get you back,
Never get you back.

I have Emotions about this Song
em_nat
"The Lay of Our Love"
Týr

One morning
As the leaves were falling
I found my life leaving
Couldn't help but calling
And he must have heard my cry
Turning to me with a tear in his eye

One autumn
Parting came relieving
She ran up behind me
Poorly hid her grieving
Come wailing wind chill my heart
Come the rain fall on me as I depart

Life left us
Yesterdays outshining
Our any tomorrow
With a silver lining
Remember a distant day
For even memories may fade away

Come lay down
By my side and sing me
An ode to the fallen
Make it come inside me
Do you ever think thereof
While the cold wind weeps the lay of our love


Your Daily Dose of Heartbreak
em_nat
"Youth"

Shadows settle on the place, that you left.
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time.
From the perfect start to the finish line.

And if you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong
The lovers that went wrong.

We are the reckless,
We are the wild youth
Chasing visions of our futures
One day we'll reveal the truth
That one will die before he gets there.

And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone.
We're setting fire to our insides for fun.
Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home,
It was a flood that wrecked this home.

And you caused it,
And you caused it,
And you caused it

Well I've lost it all, I'm just a silhouette,
A lifeless face that you'll soon forget,
My eyes are damp from the words you left,
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.
Ringing in my head, when you broke my chest.

And if you're in love, then you are the lucky one,
'Cause most of us are bitter over someone.
Setting fire to our insides for fun,
To distract our hearts from ever missing them.
But I'm forever missing him.

And you caused it,
And you caused it,
And you caused it.


It's me...sort of....
em_nat
They told me to make one of these so I did. Hey look its me! Kiiiiinda.

http://dreamself.me/d/jzxKDream Me Selfie
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My care is like my shadow...
em_nat


My care is like my shadow
Laid bare beneath the sun
It follows me at all times
And flies when I pursue it

I freeze and yet am always burned
Since from myself again I turn
I love and yet am forced to hate
I seem stark mute; inside I prate

Some gentler love doth ease itself
Into my heart and mind
For I am soft and made of snow
Love, be more cruel or so be kind

The Twittering
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Hey all! Guess what. I now have a Twitter account--> https://twitter.com/scribbleymark I tweet about things and stuff.

Yeah stuff! \o/
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The Fall of the Kings Audiobook Recipe contest: Have a thief's feast
em_nat
In honor of the August 27th audiobook release of Ellen Kushner and Delia Sherman's The Fall of the Kings (you know, that third "Swordspoint" book!) they're having a Recipies from Riverside contest shindig over at---> http://ellen-kushner.livejournal.com/426241.html If you enter, ye might get a copy of the audiobook FOR FREE.

Much like an impoverished street urchin, my cooking skills are paltry and my access to ingredients is limited. So in honor of the release, I have cobbled together a rendition of a Czech recipe that even I managed to cook up with minimum disaster befalling me.

What you're gonna need:
-half a head of cabbage (Just climb over the wall, steal to from old lady Magda's garden. She's got gout and doesn't see too well anymore. Like she can catch you.)
-an onion (I think someone threw one at me earlier. I've got it here in a pocket somewhere.)
-a cup of wheat flour (Visit the baker. Don't buy anything. )
-1/2 cup of water (I wouldn't get it from the river)
-1/2 a cup of butter (you remember that baker, right)

If you're feeling really rich, you can add a bit of salt to taste.

1.) Hack up that cabbage and onion. Throw them in a pan and fry them with the butter until the cabbage is sort of clear and mushy.

2.) Mix the flour and water. Boil a pot or water and then blob spoonfuls of the dough into the water. These are your dumplings. They may not look like dumplings, but they'll taste like dumplings. Now, when these are done, fish them out of the pot mix them in with the cabbage and onions. Now you're done. Eat up, kiddo. You're going to need that energy to avoid the watchman, you little thief.


(Really get on this guys, even if cabbage isn't your thing. The first two audiobooks were incredibly well done--> http://www.amazon.com/The-Fall-of-the-Kings/dp/B00EILCR9E/ref=tmm_aud_title_0 )

Sing with me now!
em_nat


"White Blank Page"


Can you lie next to her
And give her your heart, your heart
As well as your body
And can you lie next to her
And confess your love, your love
As well as your folly
And can you kneel before the king
And say I'm clean, I'm clean

But tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart
Oh, tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart

A white blank page and a swelling rage, rage
You did not think when you sent me to the brink, to the brink
You desired my attention but denied my affections, my affections

So tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart
Oh tell me now, where was my fault
In loving you with my whole heart

Lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life
Oh, lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life

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Share sad, epic songs that are Relevant to Life? YES.